Like many others I have been reflecting on what has happened in the past year. There is so much to think about, why did it happen, what did I learn, how could I have prevented it or made it better.
There will always be things out of our control- like when I lost my job, or things that can’t be made better, like the birth of my beautiful granddaughter. But if you look into the hard times, generally there is at least a lesson to be learned. I don’t believe that God will lead us into circumstances to teach a lesson, but our free will does lead us to places at times that God will use as teachable moments.
In January during my fast I realized I was depending on food more than God, so I began listening more closely for Him; which turned out to be a good thing because God began preparing me for a my job loss. In May the day before of my release, God confirmed it. Through that I learned that I had placed my identity in the job and not in Christ.
This all lead to the short sale of our home. Without my income we are more focused on trusting God with our finances and providing the things we need, not what we want.
And provide He has! A house to rent in a great area close to our children and at a good price. Prefect for the connect groups from our church, friends and family to gather and have fun. All the grand kids live closer to us now so we can enjoy frequent visits and craft projects with lots of glue and glitter....
The Lord is my strength and shield. I trust him with all my heart.He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving. Psalms 28:7
Then there is blessing of our new grand girl in September; she constantly smiles for everyone to reminding us that just seeing a smile can make feel happier.
God has placed a wonderful group of women in my life to encourage and support me in this last year. Friendships that will last a lifetime. I pray that I have been a blessing to them as well.
There were emotional times too, hurts that I don’t understand but I am trusting God to heal in due time. I know there is something to be learned from them too, perhaps it is unconditional love.
All in all 2013 was eventful year and at times the 3 ring circus was reeling in my head. There were circumstances I know I couldn’t have ever gotten through without knowing God was with me, for me, and loving me through it all. Remember, no circumstance is ever a waste if you learn something from it, and know God will help you through it all. Just listen for Him; He is there waiting on you.
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